i knew this would happen. it was always inevitable.
my life right now is a straight fight between panic and fantasy.
i'm panicking because we'll have to move soon and i genuinely don'thavethemoneyforit i'mpanicking because myjobisabouttoend aweekearly and i'm barely staying afloatanyway -
so i'm fantasising that, when i get to manchester...
the theatre are desperate to put on one of my plays
and want to give me a cash advance
and a chance to co-direct
and don't want much of a rewrite
and i get to hang with the cast and socialize in manchester
and there's a big opening nite montage with swarms of people
and the newspapers flooded with hyperbolic fucking full page reviews
to GET THE WORD OUT
there's a hott new writer and he's -